Skips Beats Races

I think I’m at a turning point in my life.

I am once again completely unattached. I have no job, no girlfriend, some good friends who I could keep whether I was here or there, no place I need to be and none I want to be.

I don’t know what to do with myself, but I’ve been looking back over the last two years, and they’ve been a lot of growth and a lot of change, and then more of the same.

I’m not satisfied here. I’m not satisfied yet. I’m just not finished.

I don’t know what to do. But, I’ve spent large parts of today thinking about everything that has been, and being happy and sad about it all. I fell into the deep end, partied too hard, smartened up, failed a little, still made it through, fell in love, got my heart broken, and found out who my real friends are and how much they care.

All in all, a good couple of years. I’m two years older and a whole lot wiser.

No closer to knowing where I’m going.